the world

Never say you love me
if you don`t really care,
Never talk about feelings
if they aren`t really there,
Never hold my hand
if you intend to walk away,
Never say your here to stay
if your gonna cheat on me the next day,
Never look me in the eye
if all you do is lie,
And never say forever
if all your gonna do is make me cry

I just dont want to grow old on my own .........being alone is not what im good at,,,aaaaahhhrrrrgggg sharing all the small thing in life can be the most rewarding thing ever , a sun set your first dragon fly. love is power its a hold, but its also a blessing, if you feel it your whole life moves your eyes see thing that know one else can see. Your heart really does miss a beat when they call or even text. You want this to last forever...................

well i just got through another nioght shift at the casnio saturday nights are sometimes a nightmare but not to bad to night.
after doning days for 2 years its not easy,
well i think i better call it a night and get some sleep its not easy for your body to get used to but you have to look at it, as not long now one more year before im off on my travels...
well hope all is well with the world tomorrow is another day as they say...only if you wake up that is......................................................................................................................................................................................

GAY GAY GAY SO WHAT!!!!! AAAARRRGGGGGHHHHH
DOESNT THAT STILL MAKE ME HUMAN???????

LIFE IS BUT A DREAM,
FULL OF FAIRY TALES,
FULL OF NIGHTMARES,
CONTROL THEM BOTH,
WITH THE BALANCE BETWEEN,
AND YOU HAVE LIFE ITSELF.

WE ALL DREAM,
GOOD THINGS,
BAD THINGS,
STAND BACK AND THINK,
THE DREAMS WE DREAM,
AND HOPE THEY COME TRUE,
THATS WHEN LIFE ITSELF TRULY BEGINS.

AS I SIT,
I TRY TO UNDERSTAND,
ALL THE STRANGE THINGS IN LIFE.

WHAT I WANT,
WHAT I NEED,
BUT IT ALL CAME BACK,
TO THE SAME OLD THING.

I LOVE!
I CRY!
I WONDER WHY!..............

FEELINGS

ONE DAY WE SHALL MEET,
NEXT DAY WE WILL KNOW,
FOR ALL THE SPECIAL THINGS IN LIFE,
TO FIND OUT TO KNOW,

THE DAY SHALL COME,
TO FALL IN LOVE,
THE FINAL DAY TO DIE,
TO LYE,

THEN YOU WILL KNOW,
THE SPECIAL THIS IN LIFE,
COME`S TRUE,
CALLED L.O.V.E

I HAD A LITTLE PORKY PIG,
HIS BODY WAS SO CLEAN,
I KEPT HIM IN MY LITTLE SHED,
AND FEED HIM ON FRESH CREAM.

HE USED TO COME OUT FOOTBALLING,
AROUND THE FIELD HE WOULD ROLL,
SPECTATOR`S USED TO FLOCK AND SEE,
MY PORK PIG IN GOALS.

This is a poem i wrote when i was about 13 years old lol

AS I SIT HERE,
THINKING OF YOU,
I THINK OF THE THINGS,
YOU SAY AND YOU DO.

IF I HEAR A SONG,
OR MAYBE EVEN TWO,
WHAT SPRINGS TO MIND?
MY ONE AND ONLY YOU.

SOMETIMES IT MAY SEEM,
IM TRYING TO BREAK US APART,
BUT BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY,
I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.

SO WHEN YOU`RE ALONE,
OR FEELING RATHER BLUE,
READ THIS LITTLE POEM,
IT WAS WRITTEN JUST FOR YOU.
XXXX

At 8 o`clock this morning my grand-mother Pointon pasted away at the age of 85. She will be sadly missed. I didnt really know much about her, but i feel empty as this is a lose in the family and there is only one more grand-mother left Nan ECTOR as i love very much.
We grow older and those around you , you seam to want to last forever and you dont see them as any different as when you are young. But we all are born and we all die this is a fact of life . Even though we dont want to beleave it!!!
My Grand-mother rests in peace now and im sorry for Terry`s lose.
8.00 11th JULY 2007 x